Levi x Reader- Love me - Chapter 9

Chapter 9: Rapepable


You stared at his steal like eyes. He stared back at you with his mouth slightly open. You had no words neither could you react, he was so close that you could just pull your head little up and reach for his inviting lips. Both his hands were at either side of your head, his legs at either side of your waist. His elbows holding his body up a few centimetres from crushing you. His hot breath tickling your cheeks. You didn’t even blink. You gave into the warmth of his body.

You felt like time had stopped and the only thing you could feel was your body turning hot and your heart pounding against your chest. You painfully stayed still waiting for his reaction as your ears were filled with the sound of air coming in and out of his mouth. You could see his face clearly. The purple bags under his eyes seemed to deepen and become darker, his eyes were even narrower than what you expected. His milk coloured skin was perfect with the rare mark or scar.

You couldn’t resist it anymore; you had been hiding yourself all this time and just couldn’t do it anymore. You couldn’t keep restraining yourself. You pulled yourself up and before he could do something you slammed your lips to his. Before you closed your eyes you saw the shocked look on his eyes. You didn’t care much about what he would think because you were being selfish you owed this much to yourself. You had lived all your life suffering, being degraded and most of all you had restrained your real self. So instead of following your usual pattern you finally broke free.

He didn’t respond, too shock to even react. After what seemed a minute or two you pulled away blushing madly. He stared at you flabbergasted. His mouth twitched and before you knew it he bend down to kiss you again this time forcing your mouth open plunging his tongue inside. You smiled into the kiss and moved your lips to his rhythm. You half opened your eyes and as you did he opened his alarmed.

He pushed you away falling to a side. He sat down covering his mouth with one of his arms blushing crimson. He then exclaimed.

“I’m not going gay on you! I’m not going gay on you!”

What seemed impossible happening; his blush deepened. ‘Gay?’ You thought pushing an eyebrow up. Then you frowned understanding, you were still with your costume on. You sighed visibly annoyed. He frowned in return.

“Why in the bloody hell did you kiss me?! You imbecilic brat!”

He said angrily. You squeaked in surprise, you didn’t expect him to react to harsh but the look on his face was way too cute.

“You kissed me back!”

You argued with him making his eyebrows knit together tightly. He crawled towards you once again his face was way too close to yours. The temptation to kiss him again was becoming unbearable like before, endangering your well-being. You were sure that if you kissed him again he would probably leave you unconscious and bleeding to a certain death.

“For your information shithead, you kissed me first”

He stated glaring at you. You could feel cold sweat running down your spine. You were sure nervous. For a second swore Levi had gazed down towards your mouth.

“W-well maybe if you would stop making situation that would surely have ended up like we did I wouldn’t have!”

You responded while closing your eyes tightly. His frown deepened as he glared at your trembling form, anger overflowing.

“How in the bloody earth was you being an idiot and falling my fault?! Imbècile ”  

You were sure the last word was in another language. You like anyone has heard that Corporal had a French heritage and by the sound of the word it certainly was true. You opened your eyes slowly trying to miss his piercing glare.

“Well then, if you just didn’t look so damned good and very much kissable then maybe every single female wouldn’t want to rape you”

You said as a matter of fact. A rush of bravery had somehow found it’s way to you and had decided to embarrass Levi. You couldn’t deny it was extremely funny doing so. Seeing his face change from his usual frown or emotionless mark sure was nice. On the other hand Levi’s arms had moved to your shoulders their grip hurting you. You yelp as his nails dug through the cloth of your jacket and shirt.

“Putain, are you implying that you’re a woman?”

He said harshly. You blushed and looked down. You hadn’t noticed what you had said actually included you. You sighed again; maybe it was time to tell him the truth. Maybe he would understand, maybe then he wouldn’t go all crazy about you liking him.

“Would that make a difference?”

You asked in a low whisper. Your gaze was still fixed on the floor when his grip slowly becomes more and more loose.

“No”

He simply said. You felt as one of his heavy hands left your right shoulder and found his hand taking your chin with extreme care. He tilted your head up and when you were at eyes level with him he eradicated the space between you two. You relaxed into the kiss and let him guide you. Both of you had closed your eyes letting the moment consume you.

“Levi”

You said as he moved away from your lips. He hummed in response as he felt your lips still lingering on his.

“I have to tell you something”

You said blushing. He stared at you waiting.

“Well, it’s rather showing you”

You said your blush deepening more as the memory of this same day came back. He seemed to remember something and frowned as he tried to recognise the person. He had spend half the day thinking of her; not particularly because of what he saw but more because she seemed all too familiar. She seemed to be someone important, someone he had once been looking for.

“What is it?”

He said not really paying attention.

“W-well you see”

You said shyly looking up just to find him staring at the nothingness deep in thought.

“O-oi! Listen to me this is important!”

You said a little offended. He immediately turn to look at you, the thought he had pondered disappeared into thin air.

“I’m listening”

He said with his usual expression.

“No you weren’t”

You said pouting. He sighed in response; he had gotten accustomed to your never changing personality. Sometimes you could be so bold and brave while at other times you were shy and submissive. While you could be raging angry you could be bubbly happy and insane for example offering to clean. He knew you were a little mad because no sane person would actually ask for them to be punished unless you were a masochist, which he was beginning to think you were.

“You probably were thinking about some girl naked”

Your cheeks reddened. He was probably thinking back to when he saw you naked. That had been the most embarrassing thing that had ever happened to you and God knows the embarrassing moments you had. Take for example when you had to go to the boy’s bathroom as see them pee or naked. You closed your eyes shoving the metal image of at least ten men naked in the bathroom. You swore to never go there, ever, again. But of course you had to the difference was that you went when you were certain no one would be there.

“And why, pray tell, would you think that?”

He said in a monotone and slightly annoyed tone.

“Because you saw one this morning didn’t you?”

You said looking away from him. You had purposely said that to guide the conversation and then tell him that girl had actually been you. That would be the easiest way to explain things. His eyes widen at your knowledge.

“Tch, brat, have you been stalking me or something? And either ways, she was on your room! Mind explaining that?”

He said a tad too possessively angry. He was very well aware of his feeling for you. He had grown fond of you before he even could stop himself from doing so. You were different from anybody he had ever and probably would ever meet. You had hypnotized him and lure him into the woods. He was in other world head over heels for you and the worse part for him was that you were a ‘man’ or better yet a ‘boy’. That could only make it almost impossible to get you.

He had never even dream of liking a guy and any less someone like you! He had been well known for being a first hand player when he had been a criminal on the underworld. That didn’t much change when he had come into the military. It was until much later that he had stopped and never had anyone after some scaring events.

“Actually, Levi…”

You said biting your lower lip. You could feel the butterflies fighting till death on your stomach. You were really nervous and didn’t know what to expect of his reaction. He waited for you to finish your sentence.

“… That girl… is actually…”

You continued biting your lower lip and Levi was growing impatient. He was beginning to think that you were going to say something like ‘she’s my girlfriend’ or something like that. He would blame you, that girl was smoking hot and seemed sweet and caring. She also was skilled since Ackerman seemed to be panting probably because they were fighting. Hell, he would date that girl. He could even bet she was amazing in bed.

“…Me”